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Looking Back

by The Justin Arena Project

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My First Solo Release! I hope you enjoy it! Download the Album if you want! :D

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released August 29, 2014

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The Justin Arena Project Rockland, Massachusetts

Geek Folk from the south shore of Mass! We will play your Kitchen, Bathroom, Basement whatever! Just Happy to be here, Thanks.

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Track Name: Anarchy in my bedroom (A Song For The Anti-Social Anarchists)
Ive been in my room all day
please dont open the shades
gambling with my friends all day
betting my life away

Im afraid to look at the world
im afraid to leave mine
I will pray that things have changed
since i last looked outside


I do my laundry in the sink
im too enclosed to see the sun
when i was outside i saw a shrink
who told me anarchy was wrong

Im afraid to look at the world
im afraid to leave mine
I will pray that things have changed
since i last looked outside
And if it hasn't then to dust with it then
ill stay in my room until the very end
and when when society falls
my regards i will send

Anarchy in my bedroom x4
Track Name: Fade (A Song Of Memories)
I've lost so much in this game
It's starting to feel the same to me
And i had this feeling..You were stealling my heart
I wish we could just restart.
But now your done, you think your out
Do you even know what this is about
I wish i could ask you but youve already left

But you wont fade from my mind
You wont fade from my life
You wont fade from my Ever so-clever mind
But you wont fade from my life

You were always to good for me
Its no surprise you had to up and leave
You had a smile that Warmed the soul
Now i've been left in the cold again..

But you wont fade from my mind
You wont fade from my life
You wont fade from my Ever so-clever mind
But you wont fade from my life

I know i must move on
but im shattered again
I would give anything
just to hold your hand
Nothing can happen now
aleast nothiing good.
You were my light
and now its dark.
You may fade from this world but darling

But you wont fade from my mind
You wont fade from my life
You wont fade from my Ever so-clever mind
But you wont fade from my life
Track Name: Looking Back (A Song for Lingering Feeling)
Looking back I dont know how i feel
Come to think of this i could never know
How bad you feel x2
I wasnt there when your house burned down
and i wasnt there to hear you
Regret the sound x2

Because i didnt light the match
i didnt burn down your dream
In the end you were still atached
even though you yourself ripped the seam
Im tired of hearing about the past
I dont wanna make this last
Im sure you know that
Theres something strange about looking back

Looking Back things werent always bad
But there were points were you
Made me plain sad x2
It was always what you did to yourself
Partying with a bad crowd
Ruining your own Health x2

Time has changed so much so fast
I cant tell if im nostalgic or just miss my broken past

Recently i saw youve been slaming down drinks
and i cant be sure what to think
Your still someone i care about
i wonder if youll ever find out

That I didnt light the match..
It was you who burned down our dream
and in the end we were atached
and i tried so hard to mend that seam
I still worry sick over your mistakes
But i stil dont wanna make this last
I want you to know that
Theres something strange about looking back
Track Name: Ice Cream Cone (A Song For the Innocent)
Me and my buddy heard the ice cream truck from my room
and i knew what i had to do
i ran down the stairs right out of my house
Triped on the curb and then fell down

I BOUGHT AN ICE CREAM CONE 3X
AND IT WAS COOOLD
I BOUGHT AN ICE CREAM CONE
AND I TOOK IT HOME

i brought it inside
without my ice cream i would die
And i will not lie
i love this cone more then the earth and sky
My love is bold
all sweet and cold
its waffle shell
it was quite swell

I BOUGHT AN ICE CREAM CONE 3X
AND IT WAS COOOLD
I BOUGHT AN ICE CREAM CONE
AND I TOOK IT HOME
Track Name: Blame it on the Distance (A Song For the Separated)
If you say that i can win ill tell you that your wrong-
ask me for an answer and ill sing you this song
Unlike my height life is real long,
dont waste it on me
something in the air is controling me
The voice in my heads consoling me
What happend to my friends?
Wha happend to my memeories?
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Blame it on the distance
Blame it on my broken heart
Blame it on persistance
I feel ive been done from the start

When i ask myself, Does it hurt like hell?
I cant make my words seem good enough
My body lies still, my thoughts could kill
I wanna see you but your so far

I wanna be rich but im so poor
I took the test and got a good score
Im loseing my friends i hope i dont lose more
i wanna walk in in but i closed the door

why cant you be happy for me?
when i cant be happy for myself?
I want to find you i need to find her,
but i need to know were you are
and i need to know how to get there
face to face you and me
you need see this is our destiny.
And were you are is,
were ill be when i can
But until then.

Blame it on the distance
Blame it on my broken heart
Blame it on persistance
I feel ive been done from the start

When i ask myself, Does it hurt like hell?
I cant make my words seem good enough
My body lies still, my thoughts could kill
I wanna see you but your so far

I wanna be rich but im so poor
I took the test and got a good score
Im loseing my friends i hope i dont lose more
i wanna walk in in but i closed the door
Track Name: 2013 (A Song Of Experience)
wow that year was probably the best
and sometimes were better then the rest
But it came and went so fast
i wish these times would last
but im a fool to think they will

When i think back to the year 2013
i remember who came and went off my team
i recall clear waters and a storm or two
but what i remember most is you

Breaking strings on my First Guitar
And Taking a ride in my Bro's new car
Makeing music with my friends
hoping it'll never end
Falling in and out of love
giving myself a bit of a shove
i want to say that year i went real far yea
i said i went real far yea

chorus

These memories could never fade
and my progress couldnt be earsed
you took me and i fell
now im doing pretty well
i said im doing very well

chorus
Track Name: Your Song (The 8th track on the Album)
You are the most amazing time ive ever had,You are the Definition of the word rad
You never make feel bad,You never make me sad
If i were to compare you to the sun, it wouldnt be real fair
Because to me you shine brighter then even the suns brightest glare~

When im down in the darkest mood, you make me love to be alive
And If i had a penny for every smile youve helped me make, id be the richest man to ever surrive
The things id do if you asked me to, the list could never end
Incase you didnt know i love you to death, Your My Best Friend~

Nothing makes me quite as happy as you do,
and when i say these corny things i mean them through and through
Your always in my fondest memoires and i wouldnt change a thing
and Not only are you famous to me your the biggest reason that i write and sing~

chorus

I dont understand how your so beautiful,
and dont worry im not jealous i just dont see hows its possible
to be Amazing to the point i loose all fear and frowns
and no matter what you think i think your the best human around!


chorus
Track Name: Ruble (A Song For the Deceased)
Thinking about you and me
Regreting lost opeertunity
Not sure of my self
Im Dripping with insecurity

I feel like things arent how they should
So ill hold your hand all night
I Promise even if you close your eyes for good
You still going to win the fight

I want a better way to talk about things that matter
like an old piece of clothes i feel my songs are worn and Tattered
I want a way to do more then talk about our Troubles
Please Let our smiles be born from the rubble

Look into my eyes
i dont feel real see through my diguise
I have no idea what to do
im lost and my way out is you

I feel like things arent how they should
So ill hold your hand all night
I Promise even if you close your eyes for good
You still going to win the fight
Track Name: Famous (A Song For The Infatuated)
you say so long
but ill see you again
youll never really know how much it means to me
to hold your hand and you know..
i wanna be famous but that can wait
as long as im famous to you.

your a sure thing to come and brighten my day
a happy beacon there to light the way
id say i love you but its hard to say
is this love or just a crush?

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if you were to ever take from what i say..
take the truth and throw the rest away.
Let me Inside your World ill show you what i can do.
It Can Be our secret just between me and you.
But only if you want it to.

you say so long
but ill see you again
youll never really know how much it means to me to hold your hand and you know
i wanna be famous but that can wait
as long as im famous to you.
as long as im famous to you.
my voice aint great but im singing to you
famous to you.